It has been a long time i never blogged...coz my mood was having ups and downs at the same time..so when got mood to blog sure something will make my mood of blogging gone just like that..i also not sure why i am like that all of sudden maybe due to some relationships problems..
Nevermind lah..no worries ya?! I am okie...
Recently known a guy named B from forum, then we had a chatted thru forum, msn and till extend to calls and smses...then after knowing him around few days without meeting him, i started falling for him..even till the XX that i love for 1year also i get to let go..coz last time no matter how i also cant let go XX coz just tak sampai hati..but how amazingly, when B appeared then i straight can let go XX easily..
Then after that i decided to follow B to his friend's wedding dinner at Teluk Intan which is in between Bidor & Ipoh...but from Teluk Intan to Ipoh the distance its around 90km..but before go to Teluk Intan..B actually its from somewhere far from me..he is from Penang..then he drove all the way down to Klang just to fetch me and drove all the way to Teluk Intan from Klang on the same day.. its means Penang -> Klang -> Teluk Intan......its such a tiring day for B..he started his journey as early as 8am and reached Klang around 12.30pm..
Mind you!! This is also the 1st time we are meeting each other and we go on a vacation together...We started our journey to Teluk Intan around 2pm then B drove all the way there till Bidor around 4.30pm..stopped at one of the famous restaurant for "Wan Tan Duck Mee"...its normal "Wan Tan Mee" but with "Duck Drumstick with herbs soup"...that is something i first time see too...
Bidor is a place where separating Teluk Intan and Ipoh..i would say it as historical place..the building there are old types..and its quite "sempit" there...but quite nice place..lots of peoples there too..
Then B meet up his friends coz dont know the direction to Teluk Intan where his friend live (the bride & groom)..then continue our journey to the groom's house..then the groom prepared "Banglow" for us to stay..but its amazing it looks like a shelay..coz its housing area but the whole block can go thru and no fencing..inside quite nice..room's with number attached to it..
Then i & B rested for while in our room and we ready ourself by 6.45pm latest coz all go together..only B's fren know the direction to the wedding dinner..to cut it short (coz all wedding dinner are same but Teluk Intan their dinner very simple not like in Klang, KL they do it grandly)...so the wedding dinner ended around 10.30pm..
Went back to the "bunglow" then took bath, B gathering downstairs with his bunch of friends coz they never been meeting each other for around 1 year ++ (i think so) but i think should be around there..then i took bath, went downstairs to the second hall to do my homeworks..and i never joined them coz i dont know them well..only know them on the same day..so around 12am i went upstairs and sleep...then around 1.30am B finished their gathering and came back to our room...
Woke up around 10-11am something..took bath, went downstairs for breakfast prepared by B's friend the groom..had it and packing to go home on monday morning...then we went off and took lunch at the same restaurant at Bidor..coz his frens wan to eat there..the speciality there..then bough some "chicken biscuits & sek kei ma" lor...
After that around 12-1pm..shoot all the way back to Klang but i never go home coz i promised to accompany B and we check in to a boutique hotel in Klang and rested..B was tired...then took Mc Donald's for dinner then sleep all the way till tuesday morning..
It's time to go home for B..although i tak sampai hati to let him go home..coz i will never know when only will see him again..my bf ma..sure miss 1 lor..dont tell me u dont miss your bf? then u must be something wrong..reached my home around 11am..then B drove back to Penang and B reached home at 5pm something...
Seriously, i really enjoyed myself with B very much..although i think he is not comfortable after telling me today..so i just felt disapointed and there are some stories behind and now we already break up due to some very personal reasons (sorry i can't reveal it here - only B and me knows it)..we only be couple for few days and gone just like that...
Specially to B,
i know the reason and u told me..but do u know how hurt am i when u told me that reason? so hard only u helped me to let go XX but now u treat me like this..i am seriously very hurt even now..
sorry to say, but u really make me felt very very disappointed with u treating me like that just coz of (someone)....
u keep say u know my feeling is how and rather to hurt now than later..but i wish i dowan2 get hurt at all coz u never even gave me a chance when i asked for..
u dowan to give me chance coz of that (someone) & u felt something bout me..do u think its fair for me?